Monday, September 21, 2009

``_____.*a good laugh at myself. =\.#

lol. went out with DK yesterday to pass her her pressie, after so long. =\

hmm, anyway, i guess it's time to start planning for all.
I already starting, are you`?

hmm...oh yaas, since i haven't blog for quite some time, i think i should share some crap.
i think i'm getting that insecure feeling again. usually i can just sleep with just pillows on the top and at the end of the bed...but now...i must place pillow on the side of the bed...which, i do not know what made me do that...okkaes, maybe it was what i said, the insecure feeling...but...why would i feel that way again`?

???

8:30 PM Z

Saturday, September 12, 2009

``_____.*=(.#

okkaes, my eyes is freaking pain or itchy i do not know...all i know is that it is irritating me...i feel like gouging the whole eye ball out and then scratch on the inside of the eye lid`!
ARGHS`!

alrights. yesterday went to Butter Fact after work to get all buttery up.

was not very nice, kinda bored though. The DJ is so out-dated i think the music in my HP is even more up-dated than they are. And yesterday, was quite a disaster, got people fight and then make us fall down and got stepped onto.

Not nice cm boring! DJ please update`! Thanks`!

9:15 PM Z

Monday, September 07, 2009

``_____.*DEADandGONE.#

sigh. i'm suffering from insomia again. damn it`!
i feel like i'm losing my confidence...
i do not know why...but, i think that there is something that i should do to gain that confidence back.

concentrate on work...totally...
i should not allow anything else to bother or distract me.

12:23 AM Z

Friday, September 04, 2009

``_____.*life's like this.#

hmm, finally it's friday again. i use to like to stay out and never like to go home.
but as i grow up, i find that life out there is so tiring and the best place to hide is nowhere but home.

there are time when i don't even know what am i doing...i feel like it's so tiring trying to please everyone and atthe end of the day, you suffer the most(by trying to please someone else, WTF`?)

i keep saying i need to plan...but up till now, i haven't done a single thing about it. =D

8:45 PM Z